cause my mom put ours in storage Grrrrr

and my school just randomly changed out school schedule so I don't have classes today, but I got up at 8:00am for nothing. I am so not awake right now. do I ever love my school...

I'm so bloody tired right now It's not even funny, it's sick. I hardly got any sleep last night and now I am here for no reason. My school loves to screw people over. Oh well, at least I know longer have a class 9:00 monday morning. ALT 200 is the hardest class I have too... who ever thought of putting it first think in the morning anyway. Man... but it's 9:00 thursday morning now. My other classes are almost the same. It's all changed because one of the teachers is leaving on Maternity leave. I'm so confused. Oh well....

*sighs*

I just need to get ahold of a scanner and all will be well.

Yes, Autumn Fire does have some new art, and new were wolf art at that. I can tell my anatomy has improved since the last time I've uploaded too. I can't wait to share my art. I'm sure I will find a scanner somewhere in my Technology school... though sometimes I wonder about my school. LOL

OK, I have my nephew's 1st birthday coming up this weekend, hurray, I get to hang around my absolutely crazy family, I sooooo look forward to that. Can't you see the sarcasm seething through my words. I really don't want to go but go I will. I go only for my sister and my mom and my nephew, not for the other crazies that I am unfortunatly blood related to. I can tell this is gonna be fun, esp since I'm even more independent that I was when I moved out of home a couple months ago

Oooooo Autumn Fire has a job. She is very happy, so happy she must reffer to herself in the third person and realize she doesn't know how to spell refer. Oooo one f or 2???

Ok, well, that's all for now, off to my advanced lighting and texturing 200 assignment, which I must finish tonight. LOL.

Goodday you all, may you see some of my art this weekend. I just remembered I have a scanner at home where I'm going this weekend. Hmmmm there may be some of my art up then. Cross your paws, I know I am.

Well, seeing as I don't have any new art (well, I do honestly it's just a matter of getting a hold of a scanner. )

I'll just have to update you all on my life. I'm supposed to be doing a lighting and texturing assignment right now but I'm taking a break. I know how to do it, I just have to get myself in the mood to open up XSI. LOL. *sighs*

Well, anyway, My birthday was absolutely fun. Heehee. Well, my birthday was friday march 25th (which also happens to be my mom's bday too. LOL) but me and my boyfriend had a "practice" night on wednsday night. It was fun. I had never had Jack Daniels before and I get very drunk off of it. LOL My boyfriend came over that night and was like, "do you have school tommorrow" and I told him I don't till 2:30 in the afternoon so he was like "Let's go get some alchy" LOL. He's hilarous. So we went to the liquor store (in BC the legal drinking age is 19, and I just turned 20 on friday so it was all legal LOL).

I got so drunk I blacked out. I don't remember what I did but It couldn't have been anything too bad. I was with my boyfriend and not some people I don't know. I do remember standing up off the floor and loosing my balance than plowing face first into my cusiony chair so hard that i think I cracked my jaw a little bit. that was almost a week ago and I still feel the pain a bit. LOL. Ah well, I had fun.

Anyways, on my birthday we went to a friend of ours and had a little party. My boyfriend was nice enough to by me a bottle of Crown Royal (whiskey) and that was mine to drink (I absolutely HATE the taste of beer, which was what he was drinking). I got pretty drunk. I have been told I'm a performer when I'm drunk and I was totally making everyone laugh as I ran from room to room seeing what was going on. I played Mario Party as Yoshi, though I totally don't remember what happened there. LOL. I don't remember a lot of that night. I also played Soul Calibar II and kicked some but even while I was drunk. I have been officially named the Video Game Goddess by my friends. LOL. It's awesome.

Hmm.. the next day (I totally don't throw up or get hangovers no matter how drunk I am, which surprised my boyfriend) I played Dungeons and Dragons with my boyfriend and three of our friends. Yes we are total dorks but it was wicked fun. My boyfriend is the Dungeon Master all the time. It's hilarious. Anyways, that was the first time I have ever played D&D. I had fun. Apparently we play every saturday at 10:30am. Yep Yep. I am a total geek goddess too. I love it.

Well, now here I am sitting here supposed to do school work. I really don't want to. I need to find a job too because My rent is due on friday and I don't have it. Ah well, no need to stress. I'll think of something. Life is always good, I'm no longer a depressed person. I totally don't understand why people think having a depressing life or a screwed up life is cool. It's not, if your just going to sit around and complain how bad your life is, no one but other depressing people are going to hang around you. I learned that lesson the hard way. I still have my depressing moments, but who doesn't, I'm not depressed all the time anymore. I love my life. I wouldn't change a thing in it for the world. I've done some pretty stupid things but they all made me the pretty and strong redhead I am today. I am also very vain about the way I look. LOL. I blame my mom, my boyfriend, and all the guys who stare at me so hard their jaws drop when Iwalk down the street. Yes, I am proud. Love or Hate me, life is good. Well, yeah.

Man, I have so much work to do, it's hilarious. I have to model and texture a machine for my Animation Production 300 class. this machine has about 30 parts to it. I also have to model the workbench and all the tools. But I don't mind, it's my fault because I said I would model them. I volenteered myself. But that's waht I do. I need to keep busy otherwise I will get bored and lonely. I also have to model teh velociraptor and light a seen "pixar style" for ALT 200. Weeeee so much to do, so little time. I have to do all of this by next week.

*laughs and goes crazy from lack of sleep and being overworked.*

nah, I love it.

ok, I'll see if I can get some stuff scaned. I really want to show off the character I created in Character Design 300. She's an anthro Horse who lives in a world full of humans and subhumans. she is classified as a subhuman and worked at a glue factory (oh the irony LOL) but a group of rebals attack the factory one day and she is blamed for it. They take her little brother Philip away from her and the Cartoon series (that's what the assignment was for, create a cartoon series) is all about her trying to rescue her little brother. The horses name was Bronwyn Hest (her name means white-skinned horse). She is white with a black strip down her nose and a black sunburst symbol on her back. Man, I had to write up 8 pages about her looks, her personality, her background and everything. It was fun. And I'm getting marked on it. The teacher has my drawing of her right now for marking so I couldn't scan the picture even if I had a way to do so. OMG but the hardest thing about the class is that we had to do two drawings of our characters (after we did the description) in two totally opposite styles. That was interesting, breaking out of my normal style and trying something totally different. I love my school, it's so fun. I will enjoy being in it if it doesn't kill me first

that's all for now. On day there will be more art up. I promise!!!!!!

Well, my school will let me get into my journal in DA, but it won't let me into my message center. Weird school. *sighs* I can respond to notes and everything, but not comments. LOL to weird.

Well, I guess I can keep ya all updated then. I"m sorry I don't have any new art to show you. I"ve been totally and utterly drown in school work and hanging with my boyfriend and friends, along with tryign to find me a job. Life is good though. I"m extremely happy!

As I said, my contest is still going. Just note me with an entry since I can actually get into my notes. Sometime when I get some more free time I'll go through all the entries to date and stick them in my journal. I just have so much else to do. I hope you all understand. I miss y'all.

anyways, if you are interested in what I've been up to, here ya go I guess. I have nothing else to do right now. I'm a 3D modeller but my teacher is going over the riggers lecture right now. Infact, she's been doing them the entire class (It's a 5 hr class!!!)

Man, I have a 10hr day today at school. I have my 5 hr class in the morning, than I have the 5 hr lab right after that is mandatory. I think I"m going to die of radiation from these computer monitors. This school has totally sucked me in man. I swear they should have like, beds here fodr students to spend the night here. LOL. I know I would practically live here if I could. Man, I had to model a 3d car (yugo 45) and I barely got it finished modeled on sunday and now just barely got it finished textured and ready to be handed in. Weeeee... I"m so going to fail. I"m so horrible. I've been spending more time with my boyfriend than at school. Bad Autumn fire *slaps herself*

Me and my boyfriend have been going out for 2 weeks come thursday. He's so awsome, and funny, and witty, and a total hot geek like me.

Hmmmm... I went and seen "Robots" with him on friday night and since we are both 3D animation artists we were haveing fun discussing how things in the movie could have been made. It was great. OMG I played D&D with him and his friends on Saturday for the first time. That was frickin' hilarious. I loved it. *giggles* He told me it's not everyday a guy comes across a hot girl who loves videogames and all that other geeky stuff. I love being me.

OMG MY BIRTHDAY IS ON FRIDAY, MARCH 25!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Yes, I turn 20 years old. Weeeeeeee I'm so going to go clubbing and everything. That's teh day my spring break starts too so life is very good.

Hmmmm There's much more to tell but I must get to work now. I have to model a 3D velociraptor now. If it's good I'll put some stills up.

Yes, I managed to get on a computer outside school for once. I'm just going to say sorry to all those who i couldn't respond too. I don't have a computer myself and my school has blocked DA. I'm soo sorry. I"m still alive though. Those who want to still talk to me can email me at sunfire_firewolf@hotmail.com

Please don't hate me. I can't help that I couldn't get on dA. I'm still alive man. I haven't much time for art lately. I'll try to at least make a journal entry when I can.



Love ya all. I hope you all understand


Oh, and my contest has been extended to May 9th because I'm sure I'll be able to get a comp by then. I"m sorry to those who I haven't been able to talk to about the contest entries they Have. I do love them all