I'm just too moody and depressed to be a member of a community like this. Make fun of me all you want, I don't care. I'm tired of having my art fucking ripped on and so forth. I CAN DRAW WHATEVER I WANT!!!!! But people don't seem to get this. It fucking hurts when someone says somethign about my art when I've worked so hard on a piece. I'm just too moody. It's totally stressd me out since I got on dA. I'm all worried about my art now. I dont' even enjoy drawing anymore.

and after rereading this, I'm not very good at english either. I don't know if I'll leave yet, I'm just tired of stressing over something that I'm supposed to enjoy

OMG a good friend of mine bought me a sub!!!

My contest is still going on, all the info can be found here - > [link]



(imaged altered from free pixel art from ~thefelinecanine actuall website)

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Back to the same old journal entry . Not much since last one LOL but heres all the info again. I just want to remind people of my contest. THe link to the info is at the top of this journal page

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Contest Entries

1. ~Daroneasa


I need more entries. if anyone is interested please enter




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Artist of the Month - January



If you haven't seen her art yet... you seriously should

Past AOTM

December - *huskie666
November - *frisket17

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Clubs




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Elemental wolf Club

Fire - Air/wind - Earth - Water/Ice


TRADES!


Yes, I'm still working on all of em. ^^ slowly but surely



Trade Status


* I am not excepting any ATM because I am very busy.

OMG a good friend of mine bought me a sub!!!

My contest is still going on, all the info can be found here - > [link]

My Christmas Vacation

Well, Here we go

My Uncle Don was supposed to drop by on the night of the 23rd so we could leave for my Grandma's in Clinton really early on the 24th. Well, he called us to say he was staying at my Uncle Lyle's and Aunt Laurel's place that night and coming to get us on the 24th sometime. Well, my mom, my sis and I were all quite pissed. We wanted to leave at like, 7:00am so we could be at my Grandma's by at least 11:00am. So we went to bed a little mad. Around 6:30am on the 24th our phone rang, woke me right up. It was my Uncle Don. He was right outside our door. He had left Kamloops from my Uncle's place at 4:30am to get us. We were out of the House by 8:00am

We were worried though, because we had to leave our dogs behind. My sister's ex was supposed to look after them, so he did, but we were sooooo worried they would destory the house. They do every time we go out shopping for a few hours. A week would let the destruction rain down on our house like the apocolyse. LOL.

I never ate before we left because I was feeling fat, so I didn't eat till around 10:00am when we stopped at Savanha just outside Kamloops. I had a huge mushroom cheese burger there. I love mushrooms and cheese. If they had chicken burgers there I would have gotten that instead, but no good chicken burgers there. I felt soo icky after eating that. I hate eating.

We got to my grandma's around noon on the 24th. They were happy to see us. The weirdest thing was that there was no Snow, anywhere on Christmas Eve. Normally in the BC Interior there was lots of snow.

I had saved $60 to buy alcohol for Christmas Eve and New Year's Eve. I love Whiskey and so does my Grandpa. So I went to the Liquor Store in Clinton with my Mom and Grandma and picked up a bottle of Crown Royal for me and my Grandpa, and some berry tasting coolers for me and my sister. Me and my Grandpa finished the micky of Crown Royal before 5:00pm. LOL. I"m such a drunk sometimes, but I don't drink very often. I was a bit buzzed. I get really goofy when I'm drunk, so I was haveing a good time.

My Grandma made some delicious Shrimp Dip and put out a shrimp ring. I LOVE seafood. and she made some stuffed mushroom caps, which I ate up pretty fast. Mmmmmmmm. There was a tone of other appies we had to eat too. It's sorta a tradition to just have appitizers out Christmas Eve. We don't eat big meals really that night.

Well, while the appies were being made, my Uncle Don went to 100 mile to pick up his family, which my Grandma does NOT like. It's soo funny. She hates his wife, my aunty Kathy. She is a little weird. They raise their kids without displine so their 2 yr old was soo rude. I feel sorry for her. At one point during our vacation before he left with his family, my little cousin walks up to her dad and says "Hey you! I want some Candy!" I couldn't believe it. And my other cousin from my Uncle Don is only 12 but she's already wearing makeup. My goodness have times changes

Well, all was well. The only family there that night was my Uncle Don, his two kids and wife, my grandma and grandpa, my sis, my mom, my nephew and myself. we went to bed around 1:00am. I slept on the house because I was soo excited about christmas I couldn't wait, that and I would for sure get a good comfy seat for opening gifts.

Well, now for the greedy part. LOL. what I got for christmas. We always open our stockings first, and those I got myself some makeup from my sis, two cans of shaving gel, a christmas ornament and a tone of normal like stuff you get like clips, candy and stuff. For my big presents I got:

Oliver & Company the DVD - I really wanted that. I love that movie - from my Sister
The Lord of the Rings: the Third Age game for my PS2 - which I love already - From my Sister
An entire makeup set of brushes and stuff - An aunt
A set of Oil paints and a sketchbook from my Grandma
a set of Oil Pastels from an aunt
A wolf Blanket from an aunt
Bath stuff from an aunt - I love bath stuff
More bath stuff from another aunt - Yay!
The most adorable Kitty Slippers from my mom - they look like I"m wearing little stuffed animal kittens on my feet
a beautiful peach terricloth robe from my mom

I got a lot more stuff, but that's all I can remember right now. I love everything I got for christmas. Even the little things. I love the thought people have when they get me something. They dont' have to, but they do, and that's what counts.

Now for what I got people. I didn't have to buy for many, but here is what I got

My sister - CSI: Dark Motives PC game
My Mom - Stone Lawn ornament and a tiny plaque that says "The Three Letter word for Love is "Mom""
My Grandma - a beautiful Owl ornament
My Grandpa - a nice warm Shirt
My Nephew - a walker/rider thingy

I love buying stuff for people It feels so good

All right, after we opened presents, my Grandma made the traditional Waffles. Mmmmmmm I had Home grown strawberries and whip cream on mine. Man, I ate sooooo much over the holidays and hardly gained a pound. I was happy about that.

We had our turkey dinner around 4pm. and I snacked before and after that. I also downed to glasses of some sparkling white wine. I'm not a fan of wine but that one tasted good LOL

My Aunt and Uncle came from Vancouver and another Aunt and Uncle came from Kamloops on the 26th. We got to open more presents. I listed those ones already. I also got to play with my 7 yr old nephew who is obsessed with DBZ, Yu-gi-oh, and Inuyasha. LOL. I had to play Yu-gi-oh cards with him. That confused me. I never played that before. LOL. I think he was cheating on me too. Then I had to play with his toys of 2 of the dragons from Yu-gi-oh too. He's so hyper. We went out to the bar that night and played pool. My sis baby sitted. I suck at pool, but had fun. I drank 2 vodka paralyzers and 2 long Island ice teas in like, less than an hour. I was smashed. I went back to my grandma's with everyone and I remember trying to get my Grad Hoodie off and got stuck in it. Then I rolled around on the floor. My 7 yr old cousin then Jumped on my back shouting "Hippogryph" So I rode around pretending to be a hippogryph. That was fun.

I slept good that night.

The next day we watched the 2nd Harry Potter movie, on purpose because My Aunt Kathy is like, totally religouse and thinks Harry Potter is the route of all evil (her and my aunty mindy got in a huge fight over it in 2003 because her daughter wanted to play Harry Potter with my cousin LOL) My Aunty Mindy wanted to spite her. Well, she sat down and watched the whol thing, and liked it. LOL. Silly people.

Not much happened on the 28th aside from being forced to play Hippogryph with my young cousin again.

my Uncle Don went home on the 29th. My Grandma Lied to them that were wer leaving on the 30th because she didnt' want his wife around anymore. My Aunty Glenda showed up the night of the 29th and we played Dice and drank Paralyzers. We always play games. I think on Christmas Eve we played Yahtzee. I love Yahtzee.

On New years Eve I went to the Legion with my mom, Grandma, Grandpa, Aunty Glenda, Uncle Blair. I had 20 to spend on alcohol. I had 4 rye and coke and 1 paralyzer. I would have more paralyzers, but there were frickin' $7 each at teh legion.

I danced with my Grandpa for the first time. (They are all country hicks I should warn you. I said I don't dance like them, and got razed for it bad. My family teases alot, and I do to LOL)

We went back to the liquor store on teh 31st to visit my mom's old friend Tracy, well, she's 32 but they've known eachother a while. She talked with my mom a bit then looks at me and goes "Girl, why aren't you a model?" I blushed and said "I don't know" Then she says that I am tall enough, and skinny enought, and have a beautiful face (I really need to upload a better pic of me O.O) Made me think. I think I'm gonna get a portfolio done professionally for me to send to agencies or whatnot. LOL

Man, Last nighter here was cold. I haven't mentioned yet that Christmas Day we agot like 2 feet of snow. Last night it went to frickin' -30 degrees Celcius. That's like, -20 fairenheight. (I can't spell)

We came home today, it was -15! Brrrr I don't like the cold.

Oh, My Aunty Mindy and her Husband, my Uncle Dave, left on the 30th. My Uncle Dave is soo funny. One night for some reason we were talking about boyfriends. My Grandpa always teases me that I have to find a rich guy to marry (Which I do need. I need a rich boyfriend ) LOL. Then I said I have a few friends that aren't quite boyfriends. So my Uncle Dave goes "Casual Sex Partners then?" LOL. I was like "NO!" Then he went on about that and something came up about me being a virgin. LOL. I lied and said yes but I must have blushed hard enough to give that away.


That's the gist of my wonderous vacation *rolls eyes* I know I have a boring life, but I had fun

TRADES!


Yes, I'm still working on all of em. ^^ slowly but surely



Trade Status


* I am not excepting any ATM because I am very busy.

OMG a good friend of mine bought me a sub!!!

My contest is still going on, all the info can be found here - > [link]

Yes, I am back from my Christmas Vacation finally. I got back at 2:00pm today. It's nice to have teh Internet agian. It's beeing really slow right now though, so I'll have to get to checking my messages later when it's faster.



I'll tell you all about my vacation then too

TRADES!


Yes, I'm still working on all of em. ^^ slowly but surely



Trade Status


* I am not excepting any ATM because I am very busy.

OMG a good friend of mine bought me a sub!!!

My contest is still going on, all the info can be found here - > [link]



(imaged altered from free pixel art from ~thefelinecanine actuall website)

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w00t! Christmas is soo close

I'll be gone the 24th through the 2nd. Son don't be mad if you don't here from me. My grandma doesn't have the net. but I can be sure when I get back that I will a ton of artwork to put up. Who cares what others think All have a merry christmass, and a happy holiday for whatever religion you celebrate

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My RL and so far best friend



She doesn't have anything up now, but she's still tryign to figure DA out


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Contest Entries

1. ~Daroneasa


I need more entries. if anyone is interested please enter




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Artist of the Month - December



OMG her art is absolutely amazing!! you must see it for yourself!! It'll blow your mind

Past AOTM

November - *frisket17

!~~~~~~~~~~

Clubs




~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Elemental wolf Club

Fire - Air/wind - Earth - Water/Ice


TRADES!


Yes, I'm still working on all of em. ^^ slowly but surely



Trade Status


* I am not excepting any ATM because I am very busy.